I am a westerner born in china .I need the help of west. People's impression on me is that I wrote a talented thesis at a young age, and thought that I must have unlimited scenery and enjoyed praise and admiration. In fact, no one knows how much I have experienced hesitation, depression and waiting! However, all the depression will not disappear in vain, it will eventually turn into brilliant victory. My article finally succeeded. Then, I was ill, but today I win a turning point, I am ok, and I found my own home, my relatives: I am a westerner, I belong to the West.
In fact, people have already judged that I am a westerner, which can be seen from my articles and poems. That is true. My article was written in two hours. It can be said that it was done at one go. As the article is an interpretation of Rousseau and Nietzsche, both western thinkers, we must be very familiar with and understand the West in order to write it. So, if I'm not a westerner, how can I explain it! Before I went to college, I had never been exposed to philosophy. Before then, I didn't even know what philosophy was. And in my first year of college, I spent more leisure time on psychology. So, isn't it strange that I wrote this article in such a short time? No wonder. As long as you think that I am a westerner, you can understand it. Moreover, you can understand if you keep the traditional Western characteristics and have the pure and typical Western characteristics.
I don't want to talk about these mysteries. You can understand it by looking at my family. People already know that I am a weasterner,but the details of my family are still unknown. It can be inferred that we are all descended from the French and the westerner. To me, at least it should be the fourth generation. I, my mother, my grandmother, and my grandmother's mother. It is also certain that he, the French ancestor, came to china at the end of the Qing Dynasty. Whether he is a missionary is still to be determined, but he must be a person of status, or a person of knowledge and culture. The latter is more likely because we are all more gentle. Look at the picture of my grandmother, (pay attention to her look and hair). Note: grandmother, Xu Shilan (1929-1994).
Why are we French? Why do I know so much about the west? It seems unusual. People can judge by our looks and our behavior. But if you know what I think and how we feel,you can understand it. Isn't it just Westerners who can have these feelings and thoughts? In our hearts, we can feel that we are the real French, the pure typical French, just like those who have come from the old times and have been born and bred for generations. Our hearts are peaceful and harmonious. I am sunny, bright, everything is clear. We have never been in conflict, neither in character nor in our environment. Everything about the environment is good: sunshine, land. With sunshine, everything is beautiful. Even, sometimes, I feel that there is no other one who adapts to this environment more easily than I (we). We are the best and most perfect creatures that this environment has bred. We are the most adaptable. Of course, this "I" refers not only to myself, but also to French and Western European people who are similar to me.These feelings are not learned from books,but come naturally from childhood.
When I first went to university, I was obsessed with western culture and was crazy about western culture. Among them, I have a complex feeling about France and French culture (because I am outside France), but I am very familiar with it (because I am French myself). In my sense, France, especially French culture, is like a delicate and bright pearl born in the vast land of Europe. So, of course, it's not flattery , but I'm French myself. If I'm not French, how can I feel that way? The French may not be keen on the construction of large systems (which the Germans are good at), but they are undoubtedly the most flexible and intelligent. Perhaps, this is because France is located in the central and southern Europe, possessing bright and unique soil and sunshine. French language, French thinking, pursuit of clarity. And my article in the analysis of Rousseau just shows this clear and thorough feature. Is this a coincidence by accident? No, I'm exactly French. French and British Maritime temperament is also different. After all, Britain is on the North Atlantic island. Although British people are not flexible and dexterous in some aspects, their eyes are both practical and realistic (just as British philosophy mainly focuses on sensory experience), but also has the characteristics of openness and high position. It is no accident that Britain gained the most colonies and hegemony in the world in the first two centuries before the last century. In view of this, I think that with the common rise of Europe and the United States and their participation in the governance of the world, Britain, France and Germany have to play their own roles: Britain has a long-term vision; France is flexible, with a strong ability to solve and deal with problems; Germany undoubtedly provides a strong guarantee in terms of strength and quality. Europe should be united and the EU should be effective. Of course, the premise is that the United States is still strong and dominant. It is just that the United States should cooperate with Western Europe, not exclude.
With all this said, it seems to be out of touch with the theme. These have fully demonstrated that we are France.We were just born in China.All of our characteristics are western. So we ask the French to help us. Take a practical look at our family and take us back. Because we do have difficulties. We feel isolated.
When I graduated from primary school and went to junior high school, I was hurt physically and mentally. At the beginning of college, I gradually got amnesia (what I had experienced, what happened was soon forgotten, but the current situation stress reaction was still normal. It may be that the mind is in an unexpected state of relaxation and open.)On the evening of January 18, 2003, he had schizophrenia. However, due to the doctor's wrong treatment, even taking the wrong medicine, there are some complicated symptoms, such as mental disorder, dullness, and even cerebral palsy. But the main symptom is still schizophrenics. After the schizophrenia is cured, other symptoms will improve and disappear. However, after getting sick, for 17 years now, no one has come to help me and care about me. People have even forgotten me. I sometimes wonder why no one comes to see and care for me if people don't forget me. No classmates, friends or social officials came to visit me and offered me a helping hand. During my illness, I was in a state of indistinct consciousness. If someone came to help me at the beginning and in the process of getting sick, let me recall what happened and let my fragmented experience recover completely, maybe I would have been better. In addition, it is also because the doctors did not treat me seriously, pay attention to me, and did not take the initiative to help me cure the disease. So, that's why I've been sick for more than ten years, and have not recovered until now.
We are now in a dilemma. In the past ten years, especially in the past two years, people have left us, and we feel alienated. We seem to be strangers in China. China has always refused to help us .We're not in a good state.So we urgently need the help of France. We hope President Macron can help us.We really have no other way.We were just born in China.
Besides,in a few days,it will be time for the US presidential election.I am outside the United States and have no right to influnce the election. However I think I will support Trump,and I hope people will support him. That sounds surprising. Because I've been through so much injustice.And we all want justice. Mr Trump is a president of hope.I was ill before and didn't wake up until September 24,2020.Therefor,I have no right to call for.But I know who hurt me,what hurt me and why I was ill.
In addition, I have a lot of works and articles in hand, such as "My belief experience" and "On God". I don't want to publish them for the time being until someone comes to help me. Since I wrote the article "Interpretation of Rousseau and Nietzsche", I certainly understand the meaning of each sentence in it, and will explain it when appropriate.
（Chen Yisheng, born in 1980.His native place and lives in:Group 1,Dunlun Village,Guiren Town,Sihong County,Jiangsu Province,China.He is a westerner born in China. When he was 20 years old, he published his paper "Interpretation of Rousseau and Nietzsche", which received international attention . Many other poems and articles have been circulated. However, since he was ill, no one cares about him , so he is looking for international help now.)
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